kabanasgirl

Writer's Block: RIP Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T18:54:24Z

In honor of the King of Pop: What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?

I'll be there.

Today is the day

2009-05-15T10:56:13Z

Well today is the day of the ball. I have everything ready. My dress is hanging nicely in the closet, my shoes are nice and shiney. I will go this morning and get my hair done up. And as i sit here this morning and listen to the news....RAIN !! How am I going to keep myself from entering the ball looking like a drowned rat?? And Erics uniform looks so nice right now the thought of it getting rained on is sad. I will have pictures taken befor we leave so at least some of them will look nice. *sigh* maybe i will get lucky and it wont rain till we get home......

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

2008-11-27T15:00:32Z

Hello Everyone,
It's Thanksgiving day and I thought that I would give some of my reasons to be thankful. I am thankful that my gramma has lived to be 93 and been a great influance on my life, and continues to be so. I am thankful that I have three beautiful children who have never been arrested or on drugs and who continue to amaze me even as they have become adults. I have truely wonderful children, three of the best gifts in my life. I am thankful that i have such a loving giving husband. A man who cares what happens in this world and is trying to make it a better place. A man who loves me just the way I am , and always has a smile just for me. I am thankful for having a job even if it doesnt pay much. I have a roof over my head and 2 decent cars to drive. I am thankful for the birth of a healthy grandchild. And I am thankful for you my online firends, for allowing me to be a small part of your lives. So Blessings to all of you on this Day of Thanks and remember , Life is what we make it so give thanks for what you have not for what you don't.

THIS IS SWEET

2008-07-26T22:19:26Z

LOOK PPL LOOK !!!! IM A TIGER !!!!!! and all you have to do too get your own is to donate to blowdrys charity!!! come on help her out !!

blah

2008-02-03T06:58:12Z

well its finally setting in. the quiet of the house, no one here when i get home from work. the sleepless nights have begun. and to think hes only been gone for 2 weeks. i hate this war. it was nice having Mary here she kept me company and lol was here when i got home from work. shes a good girl. Timmy called me a few days ago and he sounded happy , it was so nice to talk to him and know that hes doing well. Cheyanna is still on a job hunt but shes happy. my life here is dull to say the least. i mean what town doesnt have a REAL mall ?? and my job is dull as well . I really miss Eric and of course the worry never leaves me. Now as for his sister grrrrrr she comes pounding on my door at 5 in the morning DRUNK. seems she had a fight with her babys daddy ....again. so after i managed to wake up enough to yell thats what she got a big long yelling lecture on how very irrisponsible she was being. i mean come on she has a baby she needs to grow up and handle it. and i wasnt the one who had the kid nor did i have the fight so stop comin here thinking i am gonna rescue her. i did tell her if she keeps up the bullshit her brother and i would sue for custody of the baby. poor lil girl i mean a baby doesnt need to hear or see her parents beating up on each other.*sigh* makes me miss my kids being around at least they always knew i loved them. well now that i have ranted a lil bit i feel better.

The Holidays

2007-11-18T03:37:09Z

Well its that time of year again. People going nuts ovver the holidays. Not me, I will be sitting here this Thanksgiving eating a tv dinner. Not that I mind really Eric is in california right now and wont be home till the end of the month. Being in the military means if you are a spouse you are often alone during the holiday season, its somthing that you either get used to or you get a divorce. I have adapted to being alone. I call my kids and bug them. They dont seem to mind. And if they do they never say anything to me about it. I realized this is the first year that my Gramma will be alone for the holidays. I will have to call her everyday just to make sure I keep her spirits up. This also means that my Pap wont be sending me the readers digest for the year. I think I am really going to miss that cause hes been doing that since i was about 18 yrs old and living on my own. Wow. This will be my darling husbands last Christmas at home for awhile. He will be leaving for iraq jan16, so I am going to try and make this the best Christmas that I can for him. And to think I used to be a selfish person, life used to be all about me. I sure miss my kids alot more than usual during the holidays. I remember watching them open their presents and laughing with pure joy at the things i wold find for them. Argueing over who got the damn turkey leg. 3 kids and only 2 legs !!!! MAry was the one who would wanna be in the kitchen to see what i was cooking...turns out she REALLY likes green bean cassarole, I am glad she does and can now cook it on her own. Timmy wanted to play and Cheyanna watched cartoons. Those were the good old dats. Now its much more sedate at my house. Eric and I get up make coffee THEN tear into the presents. watch football eat and nap. Life is good. So to all you people out there who go nuts....relax the season is ment for family time not whos gift is bigger and how much it costs.....Peace to you all.

YIPPEE

2007-10-01T12:42:02Z

well I have finally gotten a job !! After months of looking I was hired by Aafes. I work on post and I have great co-workers. I never knew there was so much to learn about tires!! Its going to be a lonely week , Eric has gone to Kansas for training and wont be home until sunday. And to make matters worse he wasnt allowed to take his cell.(dorks)I have some laundry to do this morning and a few bills to pay before I leave for work at 1130. I hope all of you have a great day !!!!

no baby for us

2007-07-27T22:47:39Z

well its official now. i went and had the test and even after the surgery my tubes are to blocked by scar tissue. it was a very very sad and heartbreaking day for me. i love my three children wouldnt trade them for the world. but i wanted just one more with a man i truely love, but it seems God has decided we dont need one. so i have to come to terms with this . eric as always is a rock and said he loves me anyway that it doesnt matter if we have a child or not. after all he is going to iraq and for 15 months this time. he would miss the best years. my mary was walking...no make that running by that age talking and singing in her clear little voice...my son timmy he was a lil doll baby always smiling. cheyanna was a happy baby too. i have three great kids that i am thankful for and like i said i love them with all my heart. so on to brighter and better things

My Lovely Gramma

2007-07-20T22:13:57Z

This is my 92 year old Gramma.....Isnt she still a beautiful woman !!

New Car

2007-07-17T22:33:22Z

Well we have gone in debt a lil more. We bought a 1997 Thunderbird. Its a pretty car and I am sure it will serve me well. I told Eric i prefered an older car. The 2006 Grand prix is nice but not my style. This Thunderbird suits me alot better. I have decided to tammyize it too. Hee Hee I have a pink steering wheel cover that i want to put on it. Eric wont drive it hahahahaha said PINK IS FOR GIRLS. And as I looked at my darling husband and looked at myself I said Honey I AM a GIRL. I swear he rolled his eyes at me !! Its a fast lil thing with a small V-8 in it (drools) yes yes I am one of those girls who loves a fast car. I think my daughter Rini would like it....yup she likes to go fast too. I have a license full of speeding tickets but they are al off my driving record now(whew) . It has leather seats and a sunroof. yes I really really do like this new car of mine. Now all I have to do is get a personalized tag for it. Do u think they will make one that says GITBUNNYMOM. Rini will know why I want that....ask her about it. Well I guess I will go and when I take a picture of the car I will post it....Take care all

kabanasgirl @ 2007-07-07T10:04:00

2007-07-07T15:14:57Z

well here it is a nice picture from the 4th of july. Eric and I had a fine time, and yes this a new swimsuit and yes it covers all my parts !! I hope all of you are doing well. I havent heard from my children in sometime now....wonder what they are doing?? oh well they will call me when they want to . My gramma is doing fine, I talked to her yesterday. Work is a lil boring cause its a saturday. well iI am off for now . everyone have a great day and enjoy the sunshine !!

The 4th

2007-07-05T18:41:34Z

What a wonderful fun filled day it was at the lake. Eric and I went onthe jet ski and had a blast. It was a warm day with food and friends and fireworks. LOTS AND LOTS of fireworks. it was a beautiful sight and I think everyone had a great time. Eric and I didnt camp out because I had to work today....the drive home was.....like driving thru daytona during race week. But today is a new and happy day and I will post a picture soon.

New Car !!

2007-06-28T20:58:32Z

I cant believe it we have a new car !! Ok so it was like pulling teeth to get Eric out of the house to go lok at it but I managed(I whine good) Our lil Pontiac Grand Am GT is having some issues and before it broke all the way I wanted to be sure we had another car. It is also a Pontiac but its a Grand Prix SE . low miles on it and its a 2006 . I managed to find one in my favorite color too !! Yup you guessed it ....shes BLUE. Well I will get pics as soon as it stops raining and post them. Have a great Day !!

Boredom

2007-06-25T19:16:10Z

Well here i sit at work and there is nothing to do . I have only shown 2 apartments filed a lil paperwork, and bugged my daughter as she trys to watch a movie. And now I have nothing to do except wait for my pay check to show up so I can go and cash it !!yay payday !! I swear I am not getting enough sleep anymore, I seem to be tired all the time. My daughter liked the pictures that I sent her. Yup I had some beautiful babies . Eric is sitting at home recouping as he should be. carrie(my boss) is on the phone . And its going to rain somemore oh goody. Well I suppose I will go find something to get into. Everyone have a good day !!

I hate the rain

2007-06-24T19:43:23Z

well for the last 2 weekis it has done nothing but rain here in lawton. I have lost my tan dammit . Eric is doing well , healing very nicely. This morning since i couldnt lay out I completed a task for my daughter. i scanned and scanned pictures for her of her. She sure is cute. I really hope she likes the ones that I chose for her. It has been a pretty decent week at work altho it is a little slow. I dnt know what the next week will bring but I hope I rent lots of apartments. I still hate my neighbor and would love to poke her in the eye once or twice just too let her know whos boss(that would be me), but I am an adult and can't resort to violence to prove a point.(damn). 5 yrs ago i woulda pounded her. Crap I think i have grown up. Well I am going to go I have decided that I need to eat. Love to all.

isnt life funny

2007-06-18T02:29:34Z

Hello everyone I know it has been forever since I wrote, but there has been nothing to talk about until now..... As everyone knows I have a wonderful husband and last week he ended up with a collaped lung. The reason they gave us was that he had a blister on it and when the blister popped it collapsed the lung(ok weird) now my husband is a stubborn man and didnt know it was collapsed only that his chest hurt and he worked 2 days with it like that. On the third day we went to the emergancy room. with in 5 min of seeing him they were placing a tube in his chest....now the problem was that when he first went back in there they wouldnt allow me to go with him..and instead of the drs comin to tell me what was going on his sgt called telling me he was sooryand I sad for what?? He said oh dont you know....they have put in a chest tube(ok i fliped out) So needless to say I screamed at the whole hospital staff for not informing me that they poked a hole in my husband. I mean what if something bad had happened ..I mean things go wrong all the time in hospitals. I wouldnt of been able to say i love you . the nurse "claimed" he didnt know i was there...he lied cause hes the one who told me i wasnt allowed to go back in the room with Eric. As it turns out Eric is mending well and I am relieved..I have decided to make a formal complaint against the emergancy room for their actions. I am relly ticked about this and i do mean ticked. So if any of you have an opion or thought on this please let me know. As for other news ....I am finally working agin as a leasing agent for the apartment complex that I live in. Its a fun job and I do get to meet all kinds of people. And heres the best part , when I am not showing apts. I get to play on my computer. I have talked to my darling daughter arini she was having fun at MGM with her good friends Amie and Jesse. Shes a good girl and works hard so I am glad to see her go and have some fun.well its late so I must go to bed . Everyone take care, and have a beautiful week.

yeah i am a terrior

2007-06-09T17:25:57Z

well yeah for me

2007-06-07T23:48:07Z

well i finally got another job !! and heres the kicker i actually like it ! nothing to complain about in in air most of the day a lil paperwork but nothing hard. I meet new people everyday so nothing is routine . yup this is a good job for me . my kids are all doing well. my husband is happy and going up for sgt soon. i am still not prego but im sure if i am patient (haha) it will come along soon enough. its starting to get really warm outside and the pool is now open. I have learned to fish (kinda) i dont put the yukky worms on or take the fish i catch off but still i do hold the pole. that counts right?? well i am off love to all !l

My Pap

2007-05-03T20:44:03Z

My Darling wonderful Pap
You have no idea how very much you will be missed. I am sorry that I have let you down because I cannot attend your sevice. I miss you ike crazy and for the life of me i dont know what i am going to do without you in my life anymore. i can stil here you calling me tammy oh tammy time to get up for school. come on toots get up and have breakfast. Watching you shave in the morning and whistleing all the while. Seeing you kiss gram and say my sweet Irene. I remember you sitting on the hill bank in the front yard and pulling the weeds out of the myrtel and you would wear that funny brown hat and your coveralls. asking me if i wanted to help and me being a girl i didnt want to get my hands dirty i wish i would of now. I remeber you teaching me to drive !! Oh boy wasnt that fun and the pride you had when i passed the test and the horror on your face when i asked can i have the car now Pap? You always made me feel special and loved and wanted even hen it seemed like my own mother didnt want me. You Pap were the special one. You and Gramma and your 67 yrs of a true love story. I looked for yrs and yrs making many mistakes along the way ,and you always picked me up and told me everything will be ok and that you were here for me. Then I found a man much like you and you approved of him. i have finally setteled down and grown up and i like knowing you are pleased about that. You gave me all the values and tools to be a good woman it just took me awhile to apply them to my life. I want what you and gram have and that really is a tall order to fill isnt it. My children recieved so much love and care from you and Pap they remember and they appreciate it. I know they will never ever forget you . i would give anything to hear you whistle and sing one more time to hear you say I love you Tammy hey toots are you ready to go. I miss going to the grocery store and picking things up (grammas lists) I miss playing in the back yard with all my friends while you sat and watched us. I miss the boxes you made into lil houses for my kids to play in. I miss looking at your face and thinking wow i have a really good Pap. I miss the stories of the family. I remember Christmas mornings when you and gram would come , and i knew then that the day would be good and i wasnt gonna get yelled at again. I remember begging to live with you because i couldnt take the abuse at home anymore. You always rescued me Pap you and Gram always saved me from the bad things.Then you saved my children. Hey Pap do you remember all the fun times at Bradys Run?? Remember when Jimmy got pinched by the crawfish after you told us to leave them alone. We didnt listen we wanted to play with them boy we were dumb kids. Remeber us going to church and remember when Roy told us we couldnt go anymore and we walked by there and i stared in the windows wishing I could go in. And you told me God loved me and someday Roy would allows me to go back. He never did ...I just got old enough that I went anyway no matter the consequences. I miss your big hugs and kisses. I knew i was safe in your arms. Pap you always made me feel safe. I know I have thanked you many times for everything you have done for me in my life. I dont think it will ever be enough and well now I have run out of time to keep thanking you. I am trying to say good bye to you and Pap in all honesty i dont know how and i dont want to. I dont want to let go of the one constent love in my life the person who never judged me no matter the mistakes i have made you and gram have always always loved me. Maybe Pap i am not so grown up after all. Maybe i am still your little princess .I hope God knows what a wonderful man he has recieved. You are going to make a beautiful angel. I can see your smile and your arms open wide , someday Pap i hope I can run into those arms again. I love you My Pap and its time for me to say good bye to you. Listen for my prayers I willbe talking to you and i hope you can hear me. I miss you and never will I forget you.......Love Tammy

Hi All

2007-04-30T19:20:02Z

Hi Everyone
well i have had my cat scan and waiting for the results. what a pain. I have some nice brusies on my arm because of course the missed the first time. oh well it will heal. My Mary had a dr visit the same day i did. She has a sore throat but other wise she is ok (whew) she my lil puddin. I havent heard from my sone in a long time .I miss hearing from him but i assume all is well in his world. my youngest Cheyanna is coming for a visit ant the end of may , she will be here for my birthday. And she will graduate high school may 20th and the graduation time is 4pm. My mom is going to go and see her graduate and i am hoping that Mary will go too. Eric is doing well and seems to be pretty busy at work. We still are not pregnat yet maybe this month will be our lucky one. Its hard to see the look of dissapointment on his face when i tell him no not yet honey. He does try to hide it but i see everything on his face. I have been talking to my friend Tina online alot , its nice to talk to old friends. We have been friends since our kids were wee little. I have moved on and gotten married but she is still alone and still babysitting . She has mentioned she would like to find a nice man and have a life with someone. I am completly happy in my life other than i miss my kids. But they have all grown up and have lives of thier own and dont need me up theirs butts all the time. Its hard to remember that at times. And I will alwys worry about them . Well its time for me to go and prepare dinner for Eric and myself. take care all

kabanasgirl @ 2007-04-30T14:06:00

2007-04-30T19:06:37Z

26 May 1964

Your date of conception was on or about 3 September 1963 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 6.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2438541.5.
The golden number for 1964 is 8.
The epact number for 1964 is 16.
The year 1964 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/13/1964 and ending 2/1/1965.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 15 Sivan 5724.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 16 Sivan 5724.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.17.10.12.17 which is
12 baktun 17 katun 10 tun 12 uinal 17 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 14 Muharram 1384 (1384-1-14).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 29 March 1964.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 May 1964.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 12 February 1964.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 17 May 1964.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 24 May 1964.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 7 September 1964.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 28 March 1964.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 11 February 1964.

As of 4/27/2007 3:42:36 PM EDT
You are 42 years old.
You are 515 months old.
You are 2,239 weeks old.
You are 15,676 days old.
You are 376,239 hours old.
You are 22,574,382 minutes old.
You are 1,354,462,956 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Lenny Kravitz (1964)	Sally Ride (1951)	Pam Grier (1949)
Philip Michael Thomas (1949)	Hank Williams, Jr. (1949)	Stevie Nicks (1948)
Brent Musburger (1939)	James Arness (1923)	Peggy Lee (1920)
Jay Silverheels (1919)	Frankie Manning (1914)	Peter Cushing (1913)
Robert Morley (1908)	John Wayne (1907)	Al Jolson (1886)

Top songs of 1964

I Want to Hold Your Hand by Beatles	Can't Buy Me Love by Beatles
There! I've Said It Again by Bobby Vinton	Baby Love by Supremes
Oh, Pretty Woman by Roy Orbison	The House of the Rising Sun by Animals
Chapel of Love by Dixie Cups	I Feel Fine by Beatles
She Loves You by Beatles	I Get Around by Beach Boys

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 6.13542074363992 years old. (You're still chasing cats!)

There are 29 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 43 candles.

Those 43 candles produce 43 BTUs,
or 10,836 calories of heat (that's only 10.8360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 4.91 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1964 there were approximately 4.2 million births in the US.
In 1964 the US population was approximately 179,323,175 people, 50.6 persons per square mile.
In 1964 in the US there were approximately 1,523,000 marriages (8.5%) and 393,000 divorces (2.2%)
In 1964 in the US there were approximately 1,712,000 deaths (9.5 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1964 the population of Australia was approximately 11,280,429.
In 1964 there were approximately 229,149 births in Australia.
In 1964 in Australia there were approximately 86,013 marriages and 7,917 divorces.
In 1964 in Australia there were approximately 100,594 deaths.

Your birthstone is Emerald

The Mystical properties of Emerald

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Emerald is used for physical and emotional healing.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Chrysoprase

Your birth tree is

Ash Tree, the Ambition
Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.

There are 242 days till Christmas 2007!
There are 255 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was full.

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for more information.

Click here to learn what your name says about you.

hi

2007-03-13T12:53:35Z

Hi All
well its been a while since i have been on here to post anything. I forgot my password if you can believe that!! I havent been doing anything really exciting except for walking a 3 mile track on post to try and drop some of this extra poundage. See i discovered that my butt has its own zip code ....and well uh I CANT HAVE THAT !!! My poor Eric says im beautiful as i am but ...he needs glasses !!I refuse to turn into a blob nope not gonna happen. Eric is back to studying for his next soldier of the month board . the unit is soon going to be readying themselves for another round of war . It saddens me that they have to go back to that hell hole people want to call a country. I mean really WTF are they thinking iving in 140 degree heat ....that is NOT normal. And people I LIKE the heat but that is even to much for me !!!! Ok on to better things....I got some really nice pictures of my daughter(stole them off her LJ hee hee) and i have been lookin for ones of my son (hint hint). I talked to my sis in law and they are all doing well. My mom is doing well too. I guess i dont have much more to say but hey I hope all is well for everyone !!

WEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-02-22T18:25:58Z

ok ok so i am a lil excited. next week i can get back to doing normal things like working. the surgery went well and much to my childrens dismay i am going to try and have another baby(hee hee) they are wonderful kids so why shouldnt i have one more !!! I love them and lol i think they will make good big brother and sister again hee hee ....oh a mothers joy is to torment her grown children I love you guys !!!! New Daddy says hello and to be good. other than that nothing new here love to you all

kabanasgirl @ 2007-02-22T12:17:00

2007-02-22T18:18:23Z

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home coming

2006-09-25T10:42:37Z

THIS IS A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME !! ERIC CALLED AT 130 THIS MORNING TO TELL ME HE IS LEAVING THAT PLACE TODAY !!!!!!!!! I AM VERY PLEASED. WELL YESTERDAY I DIDNT DO ALOT I WENT TO WALMART TO BUY A CHILI POT (its that time of yr) AND DECIDED TO COLOR MY HAIR TOO. ITS A NICE RICH BURGANDY COLOR NOW AND I LIKE IT !! I HARDLY MADE A MESS AND MOOKY GOT SOME ON HER WHITE PAW FOR BEING NOSEY. BUT IT WILL WEAR OFF RIGHT?? LMAO SILLY KITTY. I STILL HAVENT HEARD FROM MY SON (wonder what hes up too) I HAVE TALKED TO MY MARY AND SHES FINE AND DANDY. LIVING WITH WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND DOING THINGS LIKE PPL HER AGE ARE SUPPOSED TOO. BOUT DAMN TIME!!!!! WELL IM OFF I HAVE TO DO THE LAUNDRY AGAIN (YUK) LOVE TO YOU ALL